Monday, December 8, 2008

Medical clearence

Today I got an e-mail from the Placement Office (PO) stating that I had been medically cleared that in the next few months they will be going through my files to decide whether to place me or not.

I'm terrified.

The letter stated that the were two nominees per position. So I'm competing against someone else for the position.

What if I don't get it?

I want this so bad. To join the Peace Corps is my dream. I wish there was someone I could talk to. My dad completly ignores the whole thing and my mom trys to help very little bit. I can tell they don't want me to get in. I know it's just that they care about me but can't they understand how important this is. I feel like my life has been leading me up to this.

What if I don't get in?